Getting down a bit

December 10th 2007
Well hello cbl hope all is well with you all...me well all is going great so far..today sunda will mark mine and ross 7th day together as boyfriends and we still havent killedother lol....umm wow lots has gone on this week from a lil drama on clays behalf and the drama of chad leaving cbl...well lets star witha alil backreound on what happened with clay and i....well to make it shor he had said somethings on his podcast that wernt all that polite persay..so i went ahead and retaliated on my podcast...things such as mine and robbs relationship was going to end is never going to work and that basicly im wasting my time...i went ahead and let him know that the only reason things like this were said was because he was a lil jelouse of me and robb cause as u all know clay had a thing for me so we went off on each other but you know what we have resolved it and ow we are in good standing with eachother...robb and I are doin great this week i went to tampa and i will be here for abit and it is goin g great me and robb are getting closer and a lot more intimate with eachother i have learned alot about robb as he did with me...i know that if we both put our efforts fourth things will be good in the long run... now the story with chad is that well he was on drugs and had to move out because of it...i only hope and wish him the best out of life and i pray that he seeks help soon ... i have fam that have and are still going through this and its not pretty i only hope that chad will get smart and get his act together before its too late.. soo its a possibilaty that i mike will be staying at the tampa house on a perm basis...we will see how the next 2 weeks turn out for rob and i... depending on our status the move will be perm...in other news i MISSS JONATHAN sooo much hes luike my big bro and i cant wait to see him again....JONATHAN I LOVE YOU BITCH!!!!!....umm let me see what else well weve been having to get aroun the city on cabs its not all that fun and very expensive but hey ya gotta do what ya gotta do hehe..for the most part my week has gone smoothe and very well.... i love u all and i hope that all your xmas wishes will if not already come true i love you all.. have a great week...MMMUUUAAAHHH!!! yours always and forever MIKE
December 17th 2007
Hi its me again....welcome to another exciting edition of the life of michael lopez.........ok were to beguin..umm lets see well this week i was over in Tampa...with my man robb.. i heart him!!!!! it was actually retty fun im not gonna lie...i felt lke the lil house on the prairie...lol...i cooked and cleand and lots of SEX>>>lol...chats went amazing im actually thinkin i love it there...its kinda remote but i can live with that ya know..lots of cab rides to and from the liquer store hehe...well ya know i am with robb..umm lets see what else went on..umm oh we went to riches party on saturday it was actually fun and not muh drama at all...we ate we drank and had some good times....robb and i went to a straight bar that i love and hes not to fond but we went anyway and had lots of fun..we drank lots there to..notice a pattern of drinkin here...good cause i did...hehe but who says alil drinkin never hurt any one. but ya know u only live once so we actually had a blast that night..and wo as im typing i just got an amazing blowjob from my robbie aahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!lol...any way as you all may know im actually moving to the tampa house so im now a cbl-tampa boy.....YEAH!!!! anyway i hope to see you all there i love you all and i'll talk to you all very soon.....kisses to all..MUAH!!!!

Stay Blessed always, Michael!!!!!
December 26th
Its Christmas!!! wow what a great time of year for friends and family to come together and share....This is the time of year we all hope and wish will just be perfect, all grudges go away and all mistakes will be placed aside....well unfortunately this is not my story this is story were one gets pushed to the side and forgotten by all who once loved him.. where a mother forgets a child and a brother leaves another brother behind in battle...were a father lies to himself and leads a son on to a path not so clear....who is this a bout you ask...well take a guess, now its not all bad because at the end of this saga of heart break and pain there is a newfound love that surpasses all judgment and hate...a love like never before.. he has come from a far off place and has stopped in my path.. he sees my distress and hears my cry.. he stops and says darling boy why do you cry take my hand it will a be alright, i look up and say ok lets go away and ride all day and all night.. we eventually get tired and hungry, as the day weres on we also get famished as well as parched so we stop at place very dear to his heart.. The place were his mother welcomes her son and his perfect stranger with open arms... I see the love in her eyes as her son says mother I LOVE HIM this is the one....as a tear falls from my face i know id rather be here then any other place.. You see Christmas is all about love, love is the beginning and end of all we do, love lifts us up were we belong, all you need is love... So no matter where you are or what your going through just love and even if for a moment your minds drifts off to a fairytale land then it was all worth that... This Christmas just remember the important things in life don't dwell in the past and love now and forever more... You only live once in this world why spend it with tears of sorrow that stain your face, why not have tears of joy that light it up with grace... we live we love and we die...lets love!!!!!

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!!!!
FOREVER YOURS MIKE